Friday, March 18, 2011

Not Living Up to My Ambition

Well................I was going to post my 'thoughts' at the very least 2 times a month, and it's been a month since my last there went that goal. Such is life.The last 30days have been the usual hodge-podge of me trying to get things done, and succeeding in about 30% of the time. So nothing extraordinary, but I really wanted to do more. 
There have been illness,a death, and spouse's being hurt, on my co-workers part, so when they miss work, the others have to take up the slack. Not always easy when there are only 3 of us in this office to start. I am fortunate that I am mostly healthy and don't miss much, but I really need a vacation day right now. But that will have to wait a couple of weeks.
And..................I really do get frustrated by being the 'moderater' for the bead society. Don't get me wrong, I really love being a member and all of my fellow members. But sometimes when the $#&% hits the fan, I am the one with the bucket of water and a cloth. Some of us need to be a little less TOUCHY, and others need to remember to be more polite. We are not a bunch of children fighting over who is going to use the merry-go-round. I have been in an extremely active role for 3 years now, and I am tired of being a traffic cop. Well I have now gotten this off my chest, and can go to sleep and wake up tomorrow with a clean slate. Tomorrow is a new day and the past will be the past.